Dream

I had few series of dream 2 weeks ago. One night i had a dream that i am pregnant and i can see my tummy growing bigger and bigger. The other night i while i was sleeping, i was dreaming i went to shop for babies items. Bought a moses basket, babycot, nappy etc222. After 2 days i was dreaming that i am heavily pregnant during my niece's wedding. Aiyyakkkkkkkk..........my niece is getting married on Jan 1st 2011. How arrr????

I've been thinking whether we, not we, whether i am ready for a second baby. As my little pumpkin is getting naughtier day by day, i feel like i need another year of break before having another one. Let me rest for a while ya, Pa!

But the most important thing is i need to go for a treatment before having another one to avoid pre term labour again. I can't afford to go through all this for another time. 

Deep in my heart, i can't wait to have another baby again. To see him/her grows in my tummy amd to feel what my friend call 'montot sebesar mangkuk tandas' and to feel everything all over again. I miss the time when my little pumpkin sleep on my chest everynite before i put her on her bed, i miss the time when i put her in my sling and cling her around and this time i want to breastfeed my baby until he/she reaches 2 years of age. Getting pregnant and having a baby is the most wonderful thing i've ever had in my life.( I should not tell this to my hubby as he is definately ready at any time :D)  

Gambar hiasan....aku xtau mana aku cilok pic nih

~Kadang2 kita asik melihat dan mempertikaikan kelemahan org lain sedangkan kelemahan sendiri dilindung2. Seeloknya pelihara diri dan keluarga sendiri kerana kita masih kekurangan. Tiada yang lebih.Jangan asyik menghitung kelemahan orang lain kerana kelemahan diri sendiri tidak terhitung.~