12 Ramadhan = 12 Months

My little sweet pie is 12 months on 12 Ramadhan. Yes! she was born premature weighing 1.06kg on 12 Ramadhan last year at 11.05 friday morning. She is now 10.5kg........and mama rasa lengan ni dh naik muscle....weightlifting hari2....:D

Alhamdulillah...thank you Allah for giving me this wonderful experience. She hardly fell sick after being discharged from the NICU 10 months ago. I think maybe Allah has stop all painful that she had gone through throughout the 2 months in the NICU (apnea, anemia...and the list goes). Since past 12 months she only had twice of high fever. 1 in mid may when she started to mix up with her 'skool' frends and 1 on wednesday which fall on her 1st birthday.

As she is premature, she develops so well. Her interactions with people (her mama, papa and of course her tok nyang) are quite good. She hardly smile to strangers (like me). She would love to taste everything which she can grab. Last week when meeting the paeds in Selayang he was so impressed with her development. Habih brg2 doc kena kaco atas meja. Ganaz betoi anak mama nih.

She is still in a process taking solids. She refused the cereal bought on the shelf. She would only take mashed potatoes and apple sauce which cooked by mama and mushroom soup too....(sungguh demand ini budak). And she loves kurma/dates.

She wants to be hugged before she sleeps (kat skool tak plak macam tu. Independent jerk).

We had a pre-birthday celebration last Sunday at my mom's house. (Pic will upload later)

So enjoy some latest pic of her. This was taken by Kak Hani when i met her in KL last month.

Muka baru mangkit tidoq

Menten....

Menten lagik....

Mula dah pegang mama sambil posing...

Kening dah berkerut2........

Daaaaaannnnnnnnn............truih sebek...hahahaha

Huduh laaaaa..........mama rasa mcm da pic mama kecik2 dolu ngn tok camni...nanti nak godek2 album lama :D

Pergi Tak Kembali

Setiap insan pasti merasa
Saat perpisahan terakhir
Dunia yang fana akan ditinggalkan
Hanya amalan yang akan dibawa

Terdengar sayup surah dibaca
Sayunya alunan suara
Cemas di dada lemah tak bermaya
Terbuka hijab di depan mata

Selamat tinggal pada semua
Berpisah kita selamanya
Kita tak sama nasib di sana
Baiklah atau sebaliknya

Amalan dan taqwa jadi bekalan
Sejahtera, bahagia pulang...kesana

Sekujur badan berselimut putih
Rebah bersemadi sendiri
Mengharap kasih anak dan isteri
Apa mungkin pahala dikirim

Terbaring sempit seluas pusara
Soal bicara terus bermula
Sesal dan insaf tak berguna lagi
Hancurlah jasad dimamah bumi

Berpisah sudah segalanya
Yang tinggal hanyalah kanangan
Diiringi doa dan air mata
Yang pergi takkan ke mbali lagi

Lagu ini pertama kali ku dengar sekitar penghujung 90-an. Ketika itu aku masih belajar di Shah Alam. It was a great song. I really enjoyed listening to it. Mengingatkan tentang mati, tentang amalan, tentang dosa, tentang doaku sebagai anak kepada arwah abah. It reminds me everything while listening to the song. Bila masaku akan tiba? Bagaimana aku mati? Siapa yang akan berada sisiku saat kematianku? Siapa yang akan mendoakan ku nanti? Semuanya menjadi persoalan yang akhirnya akan menyebabkan aku mengalirkan air mata.

Andai aku diberi peluang, aku tidak mahu mati sekarang kerana dosaku masih belum terampun.

Ustaz Asri yang aku kenali hanya pada luaran cukup istimewa kurasakan. Alunan suara yg merdu membuatkan hati tersentuh dan terus insaf dengan kekurangan diri yang ada. Hilangnya dia dari dunia yang fana ini menjadikan seolah-olah sepi dunia dari alunan merdu suaranya yang mengajak kita ke arah kebaikan.

Hati ini amat tersentuh. Dialah artis pertama yang kutangisi kehilangan.Bagiku, dia bukan artis. Dia lebih kepada seorang ustaz yang mengajak kita sentiasa mengingati Allah.

Buat Puan Haliza dan anak2....takziah kuucapkan. Semoga rohnya ditempatkan disyurga bersama-sama dengan Rasulullah dan sahabat2nya. Tabahlah ummi dan anak2 mengharungi cabaran dan dugaan hidup tanpa suami dan abi tersayang. .....Al-Fathihah....


Petikan dari blog Ustaz Asri Ibrahim........

"Aku adalah pengejar syurga akhirat, bagiku dunia ini adalah tempat mempersiapkan segala sesuatu untuk meraih syurga akhirat; aku yakin bahawa syurga akhirat tidak akan pernah dapat aku raih kecuali aku boleh menikmati syurga dunia terlebih dahulu. Maka rumah dan keluargaku adalah syurga dunia paling indah buatku. Tempat kerja syurga dunia harianku. Tetangga, masyarakat,dan bangsa adalah syurga duniaku yang lebih luas. Ke manapun dan sampai bila-bila pun syurgaku selalu bersamaku."

I don't wanna miss a thing!

I miss!!! I miss to write something here. To share my views, my feelings, my thought here with some few GOOD FRIENDS....YES! YOU, YOU AND YOU are my GOOD FRIENDS. NOT YOU and YOU which i don't think i need to describe here. (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!)

However, due to my busy schedule, my works, my family and our new house makes me unable to write a single word here.

Will be back soon with a very looooooonnnnnggggg....... lists of views, feelings and thoughts to share with.


Love Note :

1. To my good friend INA, be strong as we also can't wait for you to reunite with your love ones, Maisara and daddy.

2. To my another good friend TINI, our prayers are with you. hopefully the IUI is successful

1st Zoo Negara Visit

Last month Mama n her ZARS geng had a planning for a get together. It was like after 2-3 years all of them never met. Normally Mama goes for a date with Aunty Seri n Aunty Tini. It was merely 3 years they haven't meet Aunty Ina and a year meeting Aunty Edda.

They were keep emailing each other for 2 weeks and talking about this trip almost everyday. They were so excited compared to the kids (we just follow, anyway :D)

On the day, Mama cooked sambal tumis udang and bought Choc Walnut cake for Aunty Seri's birthday. Aunty Ina brought drinks and 'kudap-kudapan', Aunty Tini cooked nasik lemak, Aunty Seri bring dessert and Aunty Edda with her fried chicken.

Everybody had brunch at one of the air-conditioned 'tent'. Unfortunately, Mama forgot her plates and Aunty Ina had left the cups at home. Aiyyyaaaaaaaaa.............everybody need to eat using the 'tudung tepawer' and few other food containers and drink using feeding bottles cup. Adessssss...........lawak betoi laaaaaaa...........planning skit punya baguih tapi lupo plak nak bwk menda plg penting dlm dunia.

Here's some pics taken from Aunty Tini's n Uncle Zul's camera and they are doing photography services too.......so if u want affordable photographer with good pics.....hurry n grab them :))

So Aunties...........where's next? ;))

Let's go Mama....i'm ready for the adventure ;)

Alamak....seems Mama needs to get a bigger buggy now!


With Aunty Tini, Aunty Seri, Uncle Malik n Kakak Sarah


Jalan 5 menet sumer sudah duduk....tak fit langsung...hahahaha...

Wait Uncle!!!! i'm not ready laaaaa.........

Sudah kenyang....so blh jalan.... :D

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My Darling Princess

Just for Aunty Umi who can't wait to see lil Humaira Safiyyah in person.......(ekceli kan Aunty...mama lost her camera...couldn't take pics anymore....huhuhuhu)

Ternganga tgk flash

Mood baik nak pi jenjalan

Adehhh........lapaq plak aih...bila mama nk bg susu tah

Aiiiyaaaaaa........terpenyet........

Baru mangkit tidoq.....skit punya lawa mama bg pakai baju last2 lena dr kui 12 smpi 3.30

Contraception

Due to my previous pregnancy complication, i was adviced by the obgyn to not to conceive within 2 years after i gave birth to my baby.

At first, i asked a few frends about the contraceptive and there few answers are here. After a false alarm trigger (my menses were 2 months late early this year) i met a gynae in KMC. She advised me to take Yasmin, an oral contraceptive. Took those pills for 2 months, unfortunately doesn't suits me. I can easily had headache, extreme pain during menses and mood 'swing' due to the hormones pills.

I stop for about 2 months and end of May i went to meet an obgyn in Tawakal. After listening to my very loooooooongggggggg..............story of my medical history, he advised me to take pills similar to implanon daily non stop.

Why implanon type of pills? He told me that Yasmin is the lowest dosage in Oral contraception family, if i am unable to suit Yasmin, definately i cannot 'tahan' with other type/brand of oral contraception.

IUD is not suitable for me as i can easily infected as per his diagnose with my PPROM during my pregnancy.

So both is no-no for me.

I was prescribed with Noriday, an oral type implanon. Been taking it for merely 1 month now and i seems ok with this but my menses will be differ than before. I may or may not have menstruation. As implanon is to maintain ovulation, i may not get pregnant during my consumption of these pills, however there are few cases that may caused pregnancy during the consumption of the pills.

Hope everything will be fine and i am ready for another pregnancy when my little princess reached 2 years of age.