My wedding will be held less than 50 days and there were lot n lots of questions asked by few concerned peoples.
"Kad awat tak siap lagi?"
"Kad buat di mana?"
"Hantaran dah beli ke blom?"
"Baju dah siap ka dak lagi"
"Orang patut sebulan ni dah relek"
And the lists goes..........
Adoiiiiiii........penat nak menjawab. With my current financial situations make me sick of those questions. Sabaq..when the time comes, everything will be ready. Rimas la org dok tanya banyak2 kali benda yang sama ni. Luckily my mom doesn't forced me with such questions. She only asked about the card but only this week. I understand her situation as being alone, she has to send for invite on her own. We need to send to arwah abah's side as well. So it may takes alot of time to send those wedding cards here and there.
I am glad that everybody concerned about me but sometimes i feel uncomfortable when such questions were repeated again n again. Peoples might not understand and may not know my problem and i don't bother to tell them as this won't changed anything.
I wish i could goyang kaki and wait for the big day to comes but i can't afford to do that. I've been doing everything alone without assistance from anybody nor from my mom.
Pening memikirkan the best answers that suit the questions. Satgi tak jawab org kata sombong plak.......adesssssss........peninnnnnnnnnn...........
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
Friday, March 28, 2008
Fahamilah Saya
Kadang-kala ketika saya amat sibuk dan memerlukan masa untuk bersendirian, saya amat tidak bersedia untuk berkomunikasi dengan sesiapa jua walau dengan apa cara sekalipun. Akan tetapi, saya merasakan bahawa ada sesetengah pihak yang terlalu banyak masa memikirkan kenapa saya begitu dan kenapa saya begini yang akhirnya membuatkan pihak-pihak tersebut terus-terusan menyalahfahami diri saya yang mengakibatkan pihak-pihak itu mengeluarkan kata-kata kesat secara langsung atau tidak langsung.
Saya berasa amat hairan kerana orang yang sesederhana saya amat tidak difahami oleh pihak-pihak lain. Komitmen kerja dan tanggungjawab saya membuatkan saya terpaksa menidakkan atau mendiamkan diri daripada menerima apa jua bentuk komunikasi. Bukan saya sengaja untuk tidak berkomunikasi. Kadangkala komitmen tugas menyebabkan saya terpaksa meninggalkan meja kerja dan terus memutuskan komunikasi secepat dan sepantas mungkin.
Saya amat menghormati kawan dan lawan, akan tetapi rasa hormat saya akan hilang seandainya tuduhan melulu dilemparkan kepada saya. Saya mengakui yang saya bukanlah seorang manusia yang sempurna, tapi saya mengharapkan agar diri saya difahami. Berikan saya ruang untuk bersendiri dan menyelesaikan masalah dan tanggungjawab saya sendirian kerana semenjak kecil saya dibesarkan untuk melakukan segalanya sendiri(saya tinggal berjauhan dengan arwah bapa semenjak umur 4 tahun dan 14 tahun kemudian saya ditinggalkan terus sendirian bersama ibu dan adik). Keterbiasaan ini membuatkan saya amat berdikari tanpa memerlukan apa jua bentuk bantuan termasuklah menjadi pendengar setia. Saya amat menjaga rahsia peribadi saya kerana pada saya, tidak semua hal peribadi saya boleh dikongsi dengan sesiapa sahaja.
Didikan ibu yang tidak menginginkan saya menyibuk dan mengganggu urusan orang lain membuatkan saya selesa hidup sendiri tanpa gangguan. Relakan saya begini kerana saya amat-amat menghargai kefahaman pihak-pihak ini.
Syukurlah saya mempunyai bakal teman hidup yang memahami. Itu yang lebih penting untuk diri saya sekarang ini.
Saya berasa amat hairan kerana orang yang sesederhana saya amat tidak difahami oleh pihak-pihak lain. Komitmen kerja dan tanggungjawab saya membuatkan saya terpaksa menidakkan atau mendiamkan diri daripada menerima apa jua bentuk komunikasi. Bukan saya sengaja untuk tidak berkomunikasi. Kadangkala komitmen tugas menyebabkan saya terpaksa meninggalkan meja kerja dan terus memutuskan komunikasi secepat dan sepantas mungkin.
Saya amat menghormati kawan dan lawan, akan tetapi rasa hormat saya akan hilang seandainya tuduhan melulu dilemparkan kepada saya. Saya mengakui yang saya bukanlah seorang manusia yang sempurna, tapi saya mengharapkan agar diri saya difahami. Berikan saya ruang untuk bersendiri dan menyelesaikan masalah dan tanggungjawab saya sendirian kerana semenjak kecil saya dibesarkan untuk melakukan segalanya sendiri(saya tinggal berjauhan dengan arwah bapa semenjak umur 4 tahun dan 14 tahun kemudian saya ditinggalkan terus sendirian bersama ibu dan adik). Keterbiasaan ini membuatkan saya amat berdikari tanpa memerlukan apa jua bentuk bantuan termasuklah menjadi pendengar setia. Saya amat menjaga rahsia peribadi saya kerana pada saya, tidak semua hal peribadi saya boleh dikongsi dengan sesiapa sahaja.
Didikan ibu yang tidak menginginkan saya menyibuk dan mengganggu urusan orang lain membuatkan saya selesa hidup sendiri tanpa gangguan. Relakan saya begini kerana saya amat-amat menghargai kefahaman pihak-pihak ini.
Syukurlah saya mempunyai bakal teman hidup yang memahami. Itu yang lebih penting untuk diri saya sekarang ini.
Thursday, March 27, 2008
I miss my boss
No! no! Don't get me wrong...it is not what u're thinking. My former boss of Investor Relations left for motor division and became second man there after the EVP. Bestnyaaa....dh naik pangkat, ofis pun dekat rumah and balik pun awal...tak mcm kt sini...tgh2 mlm buta pun tercongok kt ofis ni....n the best thing is he can play golf after work...seronoknya...hope u enjoy it, boss.......hehehe......
After he left, the other person took over. I thought that there will be a new person joining in but unfortunately the other guy in the same department. The first time my boss told me in January, i'm about to burst into tears tapi menten beb..kontrol cun....
When this so called new boss handling IR, he always complaining of many meeting that he needs to attend. Dalam hati.....memang la mangkuk....dah nama pun IR..u'll definately meet Analysts,Fund Managers, Institutional Investors......adoiiiiiii.....tulonggggg......tulongggg...........i was about to giving up when i met my former boss last month. I told him that this new boss refused to accept my opinion as maybe he may think i am nobody in this office (fyi, i have almost 3 years experience by now handling this IR job especially coordinate meetings, briefings, and even IR roadshows for the company and everything were perfect).
Untill now i am still thinking what makes him and the other person looked down on me. Is it because i am not a CFA like them? but i am capable enough in my capacity and i know almost every single research houses in the country.Depa pun tak tau. Please laaaaaaaaa............ujung thn ni aku pi study baru hangpa tau langit tinggi ke rendah. Buat la semua sendiri.
I wonder why he must refer to the big boss everytime as my former boss will decide straight away of any desicion pertaining to any conferences, seminars, visits. We should advise the big boss and not ask the big boss to advise us. Hampes betoi laaaaa...........
I am really sick of this and made me refused to work with the team. And the only way to escape is to further my study full time. Apa nak jadi pun jadi laaaaaa.........i have to do this and i want to do this. Pasni i'll take over the IR........haaaaa..........amik!!!!!!!!!
After he left, the other person took over. I thought that there will be a new person joining in but unfortunately the other guy in the same department. The first time my boss told me in January, i'm about to burst into tears tapi menten beb..kontrol cun....
When this so called new boss handling IR, he always complaining of many meeting that he needs to attend. Dalam hati.....memang la mangkuk....dah nama pun IR..u'll definately meet Analysts,Fund Managers, Institutional Investors......adoiiiiiii.....tulonggggg......tulongggg...........i was about to giving up when i met my former boss last month. I told him that this new boss refused to accept my opinion as maybe he may think i am nobody in this office (fyi, i have almost 3 years experience by now handling this IR job especially coordinate meetings, briefings, and even IR roadshows for the company and everything were perfect).
Untill now i am still thinking what makes him and the other person looked down on me. Is it because i am not a CFA like them? but i am capable enough in my capacity and i know almost every single research houses in the country.Depa pun tak tau. Please laaaaaaaaa............ujung thn ni aku pi study baru hangpa tau langit tinggi ke rendah. Buat la semua sendiri.
I wonder why he must refer to the big boss everytime as my former boss will decide straight away of any desicion pertaining to any conferences, seminars, visits. We should advise the big boss and not ask the big boss to advise us. Hampes betoi laaaaa...........
I am really sick of this and made me refused to work with the team. And the only way to escape is to further my study full time. Apa nak jadi pun jadi laaaaaa.........i have to do this and i want to do this. Pasni i'll take over the IR........haaaaa..........amik!!!!!!!!!
Monday, March 3, 2008
Sari.....Sariiiiiiii???????????
From Wikipedia.........
A sari or saree or shari is the traditional female garment in India, Bangladesh, Nepal, and Sri Lanka.[1] A sari is a strip of unstitched cloth, ranging from four to nine metres in length that is draped over the body in various styles. The most common style is for the sari to be wrapped around the waist, with one end then draped over the shoulder baring the midriff.[1] The sari is usually worn over a petticoat (pavada/pavadai in the south, and shaya in eastern India), with a blouse known as a choli or ravika forming the upper garment. The choli has short sleeves and a low neck and is usually cropped, and as such is particularly well-suited for wear in the sultry South Asian summers. Cholis may be "backless" or of a halter neck style. These are usually more dressy with a lot of embellishments such as mirrors or embroidery and may be worn on special occasions.Women in the armed forces, when wearing a sari uniform, don a half-sleeve shirt tucked in at the waist.
I sent 2 baju for the reception on my side n my fiance's side to the tailor early last month but yet to buy clothes for my nikah ceremony.
I had a thought to get Songket, Chiffon or Sari for this but haven't decide till last week.
When i told my fiance' he was saying this....."R u sure Sya???? u want to wear sari??????????" .....and i answered this .."Ya la yang...nak buat bj kurung"
He actually thought that i want to wear Sari like this
Adoiiii laaaa..............what a thought....hahahaha...kesian la marka cek....i had to explain what do i want to do with the sari than he understand. Adesss........dia igt aku nak pakai sari lilit2 la tuh....
Last saturday i bought a piece of sari with embroidery which cost me less than RM100....best gilos.....hehehe......i was thinking to sew beads n pearls on the embroidery and sew my own veil....my 1st attempt. Kalo jadi lepas ni blh la buat bisnes.......
Jenuh la nak puluh menajit viel nih....2 bulan jer lagik....go Che Yah!!!!
A sari or saree or shari is the traditional female garment in India, Bangladesh, Nepal, and Sri Lanka.[1] A sari is a strip of unstitched cloth, ranging from four to nine metres in length that is draped over the body in various styles. The most common style is for the sari to be wrapped around the waist, with one end then draped over the shoulder baring the midriff.[1] The sari is usually worn over a petticoat (pavada/pavadai in the south, and shaya in eastern India), with a blouse known as a choli or ravika forming the upper garment. The choli has short sleeves and a low neck and is usually cropped, and as such is particularly well-suited for wear in the sultry South Asian summers. Cholis may be "backless" or of a halter neck style. These are usually more dressy with a lot of embellishments such as mirrors or embroidery and may be worn on special occasions.Women in the armed forces, when wearing a sari uniform, don a half-sleeve shirt tucked in at the waist.
I sent 2 baju for the reception on my side n my fiance's side to the tailor early last month but yet to buy clothes for my nikah ceremony.
I had a thought to get Songket, Chiffon or Sari for this but haven't decide till last week.
When i told my fiance' he was saying this....."R u sure Sya???? u want to wear sari??????????" .....and i answered this .."Ya la yang...nak buat bj kurung"
He actually thought that i want to wear Sari like this
Adoiiii laaaa..............what a thought....hahahaha...kesian la marka cek....i had to explain what do i want to do with the sari than he understand. Adesss........dia igt aku nak pakai sari lilit2 la tuh....
Last saturday i bought a piece of sari with embroidery which cost me less than RM100....best gilos.....hehehe......i was thinking to sew beads n pearls on the embroidery and sew my own veil....my 1st attempt. Kalo jadi lepas ni blh la buat bisnes.......
Jenuh la nak puluh menajit viel nih....2 bulan jer lagik....go Che Yah!!!!
Friday, February 29, 2008
Me on TV....again...
I always wanted to be a newscaster few years back. Suka betul baca2 news and being a host for a programme. Maybe i love to talk and enjoy meeting peoples. During my school time, there was a slot in NONA @ TV3 so called Pengacara Jemputan NONA...cam best jer....i wanted to join but tak cukup umur la plak.
When i cukup umur, the session was stopped and now terlebih umur to join in as they wanted 25 and below...apadaaaaaaa..........
Finally, masuk gak la NONA as last week Pakcik Sekeri said that he wanted to nominate me for a slot called "Suka Duka Sukarelawan" in NONA @ TV3. Alamakkkkkk...nerbes la plak. Few days later the reporter, Farah Nadia called me and ask for my profile and guide me few things prior to the shooting.
The shooting was held last saturday in Raudhah, Gombak....I was asked afew questions during the interview session. Besides i was asked to do a bit of acting here and there. Penat juga eks nk masuk tv nih....dr pg smpi tghr br setel.....I'm a bit shy as normally i do it just like i did before. Takdak kontrol2 cun nih....main belasah jer apa yg perlu dibuat dan di tlg.
So enjoy the pic...enjoy the show....jgn lupa arrr.........16 March 2008, 2.00pm @ TV3
1...2...3....Action....
Adoiii......cek tak reti la nk berlakon2 nih
Yg tgh tu ler Farah Nadia
Mujoq nampak selim skit pakai bj nih....hahahaha
When i cukup umur, the session was stopped and now terlebih umur to join in as they wanted 25 and below...apadaaaaaaa..........
Finally, masuk gak la NONA as last week Pakcik Sekeri said that he wanted to nominate me for a slot called "Suka Duka Sukarelawan" in NONA @ TV3. Alamakkkkkk...nerbes la plak. Few days later the reporter, Farah Nadia called me and ask for my profile and guide me few things prior to the shooting.
The shooting was held last saturday in Raudhah, Gombak....I was asked afew questions during the interview session. Besides i was asked to do a bit of acting here and there. Penat juga eks nk masuk tv nih....dr pg smpi tghr br setel.....I'm a bit shy as normally i do it just like i did before. Takdak kontrol2 cun nih....main belasah jer apa yg perlu dibuat dan di tlg.
So enjoy the pic...enjoy the show....jgn lupa arrr.........16 March 2008, 2.00pm @ TV3
1...2...3....Action....
Adoiii......cek tak reti la nk berlakon2 nih
Yg tgh tu ler Farah Nadia
Mujoq nampak selim skit pakai bj nih....hahahahaWednesday, February 27, 2008
I am a shoulder to cry on
Since few years back i started to join this so called yahoogroups. Which emails from thousands of members in the groups reach my mailbox. Ohh...i even joined an artist's yahoogroup.
I dont really interested in all the topics that they discuss especially on the political issues and arguments of the hadis and few other things. All arguments i dump into my trashbin...sori geng...malas la nk amik tau.
But...when i comes to matter such as asking for helps, opinions, advices, i became amongst the first 10 persons to reply. I am not the person who write untuk memujuk. My words full of sarcastics. Nasib hang la nk marah or terasa...u are asking for opinion kan? bukannya nak suruh pujuk. So read my words properly. Read between the lines. Jgn salah paham dah la...kang ada yg terjun bangunan. Hehehe....Normally it works. Ada yg respond personally to me and even my words attract other peoples too ;)
Most of my words reflects my experiences. So bila ada sapa2 dok mintak pendapatan i give them my pendapatan la.
I think i should have a column asking for advice la....my column will be named as Tanya CheYah.....ok dak? Hehehehe.......
I dont really interested in all the topics that they discuss especially on the political issues and arguments of the hadis and few other things. All arguments i dump into my trashbin...sori geng...malas la nk amik tau.
But...when i comes to matter such as asking for helps, opinions, advices, i became amongst the first 10 persons to reply. I am not the person who write untuk memujuk. My words full of sarcastics. Nasib hang la nk marah or terasa...u are asking for opinion kan? bukannya nak suruh pujuk. So read my words properly. Read between the lines. Jgn salah paham dah la...kang ada yg terjun bangunan. Hehehe....Normally it works. Ada yg respond personally to me and even my words attract other peoples too ;)
Most of my words reflects my experiences. So bila ada sapa2 dok mintak pendapatan i give them my pendapatan la.
I think i should have a column asking for advice la....my column will be named as Tanya CheYah.....ok dak? Hehehehe.......
Monday, February 25, 2008
I am 29.....
I celebrated my 29th birthday on Friday, February 1st. Nothing special actually as i was supposed to drive back to my hometown for my CNY holiday. I planned this a month ago. Dah lama tak drive blk kampung sorg2. So i had planned few things in mind.
I was planning to go to IPD Ipoh to settle few things left as we had an accident during our trip back to KL after Hari Raya Puasa. Then i was thinking to dropped by Jln Kuala Kangsar which we can get all kind of clay vases. Then i wanted to go to Taiping to meet my cousin there. Blh ler singgah makan2 n pi penjara taiping. Bukan la pi visit prisoner....actually visit showroom. They are selling all kind of baskets handicraft for my wedding. Then passed by Bukit Gantang for buah2an tempatan. I wanted to go to Penang but i think i may ended up overnite there so tak jadi. My next stop will be at Bedong for Mee Rebus then take a short break in Alor Star at Tokwan's house. Bestnyerrr........maklum la...driving alone kan?
Normally if i went back with my encik tunang i won't be able to do this. He will always want to reach his kampung early.....adesss......mcm la nak lari pokok deryan depan rumah dia tuh...
Panas kusangka hingga ke petang, rupanya hujan di tengah hari....apadaaa punya perumpamaan. Hehehe........he managed to get 2 days replacement leave on tuesday and wednesday but teket bas all finish. So i decided to stay few more days so that we can go back together on tuesday...Adoooiiii laaaaa..............apa punya nasib CheYah begini....uhuk....uhuk.....
Di pagi hari ulang tahunku yang di penghujung 20-an itu, aku bangun lambat.Hehehe.....then get ready to go to Nilai for shopping. I was looking for few bunga which i saw earlier. Then straight to Melaka to fetch him. Arrived Tanjung Bidara Resort at 4.30 but i was unable to do my swimming there as he said NO.....MENCIKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!.........so apalagi...i stayed in his room and tidoq. He only came back after 6.30.
Then we drove back to KL for my birthday celebration organized by my frens from AnakPerlis.Com. in Bukit Dukung Kajang.
I was planning to go to IPD Ipoh to settle few things left as we had an accident during our trip back to KL after Hari Raya Puasa. Then i was thinking to dropped by Jln Kuala Kangsar which we can get all kind of clay vases. Then i wanted to go to Taiping to meet my cousin there. Blh ler singgah makan2 n pi penjara taiping. Bukan la pi visit prisoner....actually visit showroom. They are selling all kind of baskets handicraft for my wedding. Then passed by Bukit Gantang for buah2an tempatan. I wanted to go to Penang but i think i may ended up overnite there so tak jadi. My next stop will be at Bedong for Mee Rebus then take a short break in Alor Star at Tokwan's house. Bestnyerrr........maklum la...driving alone kan?
Normally if i went back with my encik tunang i won't be able to do this. He will always want to reach his kampung early.....adesss......mcm la nak lari pokok deryan depan rumah dia tuh...
Panas kusangka hingga ke petang, rupanya hujan di tengah hari....apadaaa punya perumpamaan. Hehehe........he managed to get 2 days replacement leave on tuesday and wednesday but teket bas all finish. So i decided to stay few more days so that we can go back together on tuesday...Adoooiiii laaaaa..............apa punya nasib CheYah begini....uhuk....uhuk.....
Di pagi hari ulang tahunku yang di penghujung 20-an itu, aku bangun lambat.Hehehe.....then get ready to go to Nilai for shopping. I was looking for few bunga which i saw earlier. Then straight to Melaka to fetch him. Arrived Tanjung Bidara Resort at 4.30 but i was unable to do my swimming there as he said NO.....MENCIKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!.........so apalagi...i stayed in his room and tidoq. He only came back after 6.30.
Then we drove back to KL for my birthday celebration organized by my frens from AnakPerlis.Com. in Bukit Dukung Kajang.
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