I need a break...

I am so tired of the peoples around me who don't understand me or pretend that they understand nothing!!!!!

I was so busy for the past few weeks and unable to meet for lunch or coffee or even greet them online, offline, or other places that we usually meet. They mentioned that i ignored them. Adoooiiiiiiii.........

I am so focused if i am assigned to do something. From the past few weeks i am involved in preparing everything for few events. It started with the Analysts and Fund Managers briefing prior to the listing till yesterday's launching.This is the most important event in our history. The new identity of the biggest plantation company in the world with market capitalisation will be more than RM60million is to be revealed.

Everything goes fine for both events. Eventhough i am so tired and my legs hurt. I can't keep smiling and entertaining our guests. Giving hands here and there as well as assisting them so that the event run smoothly. The briefing was great as i was leading the event. It was my biggest achievement this year. I am so glad that my boss was so impressed with my work. Perhaps i'll get promoted or better increment next year ;) They launching was fascinating. They begin with opening gambit of the drum show then the speech by the PM, our Chairman and ended with 3D show as well as new tv commercial of our new renamed branding. Congratulations to all.....

I wonder why these peoples do not understand. Why must they argue as i never argue when they are busy. Luckily my dearie-soon-to-be-hubby never complaint during these busy and hectic period. He is always there when i need him. I am so thankful to have him in my life eventhough we have some tiny little messy thingy (biasa la kan..sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit).

I am so tired with this...i need to go for a break...but where to????

Cerita Bertunang Lagi...

In Islam, a marrige is valid only these conditions are fulfilled :
1. Groom (pegantin lelaki)
2. Bride (pengantin perempuan)
3. Wali
4. 2 witness (Only men)
5. Aqad (Marriage contract)

Every women who are getting married, there will be a Wali or marriage guardian who is male next of kin to the bride.All of them must be from father's side.

Being an orphan is not as easy as whom their parents are still alive. I've been doing most of the things alone since past 10 years after my father passed away. Luckily i am an independent type of person...kalo dak saheh xleh survive.

When my father died, my Wali (marriage guardian) will be :

My younger brother
My Pakngah (My father's elder brother)
My Pakchak (My father's younger brother)
My Paktam (My father's younger brother)
My Pakndak (My father's youngest brother)

As i am getting engaged next month, my mom told me to talk to my Pakngah and get his consent about the engagement but i asked my mom to talk to him instead (apa punya anak dara laaa...). We keep delaying our plan to meet Pakngah as both of us busy for work and few other things. Yesterday we met him around 12.30 noon at his place. So we talked about the Mahr etc and he will try to go back and represent our family on the day or else Pakchak has to be there.

He suggested that the wedding (Walima) on our side being held at Tokwan's house in Taman Berjaya Alor Star but i'm afraid that my mom won't agree so the wedding will be in Arau on my side. Pakngah also suggested the other function will be held in KL for special guests as most of my uncles and aunties (my father's cousins) are here. And i said if he wants to sponsor my wedding then should be okay (lari la bajet kalo wat kt KL nih) and he mentioned about Dr Afifuddin's Restaurant in Damansara Perdana...hehehe.....we don't mind anyway.....janji free....ahaks.........

I called my mom to inform her about this as i believe Pakngah already talk to my mom on everything. Legaaa.....so now all family affairs are settled and i need to prepare for the hantaran thingy as well as other things...

About the makan2 during my engagement, let my mom decide.I miss my grandma as i haven't talked to her for weeks now. I hardly call her at home as she can't really hear the phone ring. When i called my mom at nite she must be sleeping. I need to talk to her a few words as i was dreaming about her last nite ( ni kes homesick la nih)

All disconnected....

This morning when i switched on my pc at work i found that a lot of icons missing....my YM, my Picture Project (i edited my photos here) and few others icon including my lotus notes for email (ni ofis use la mangkuk....lg mau delete kaaa???????)

I don't understand y they are doing this.......nk kata kaco server tak mungkin...entah ler.....malas nk pikiaq.....i'll get an internet connection at home a.s.a.p

Watashiwa Sakura Hanari desu.....

I got my Japanese name from here which i cilok this from Qayyim......

My Japanese name is Sakura Hanari.
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Makna? ....Sakura means Bunga Sakura of course...blossoming during spring....and Hanari...errmmm....xtau la..kena tunggu Qayyim tlg translate...

My wish list

I am supposed to loose 15kg prior to my wedding...if i managed to loose that much i will be rewarded 15 items by my soon-to-be-husband......and here the list goesss.......

1. Toyota Yaris
2. Laptop - cap apa undecided
3. Nokia N95
4. Convention Oven
5. Tefal grill
6. Food processor + Mixer + blender
7. Baking class (pastries)
8. Coti2....perhentian....tioman....payar...
9. Diving course(uhhh...uhhh...yeaaaa........hehehehe)
10.Lasik (i don want glasses anymore...asik kemik ja)
11.Collections of my fav cook book
12.Nihon-go dictionary + classes + books + kanji set
13.Visit to Nihon...againnnn.......yea! yea!
14.Shoes(Clarks laaa.......)...handbags(LV,Gucci,Fendii wht else? of my choice yerr)......baju baru ( i want viscouse or cotton ya at least)
15.The most importang thing of all i need his love,his prayer,his care for me n our future family....i want him to love and to care fo me till death do us apart...

Kereta untukku

Actually it should be read as "What Sports Car are you?". I am so tired now and waiting for my dearie soon to be my hubby to come and fetch me at work. Bukan apa...x larat nk naik lrt plak hr ni...sekali sekala nk bermanja...hehehehe.....

So i browse a few blog site belongs to my fren. Sekali tertekan sapa tah punya blog n this kinda quiz appear. So i answered the questions and this is the result....

I'm a Chevrolet Corvette!

You're a classic - powerful, athletic, and competitive. You're all about winning the race and getting the job done. While you have a practical everyday side, you get wild when anyone pushes your pedal. You hate to lose, but you hardly ever do.

Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.

Blh thn gak...hehehe....but i was just for fun anyway...i don't like sports car....i prefer big n cozy type of car which suit my chomel size hehehe....but i prefer TOYOTA anyway.....

What in my mind now...

I only realised that i only have 39 days i.e 5-6 weeks before my engagement...alamakkkkkkk!!!! do i hv enough time to prepare for everything? Besides i have few things to do during November n December.

My schedule will be like this :

15 Nov : Analysts Briefing
24-25 Nov : Balik kampung
27 Nov : Synergy Drive Launching (one whole day nih)
01 Dec : KOOP SIM meeting,wedding anak Pak Ndak E kt Pandan
08 Dec : Anak Pak Didik's wedding
14-16 Dec : YPN's Motivation camp for anak2 yatim

10 days for these....means i only have 29 days!!!!!! aduiiiiiiiii.............makin dekat hari makin bz plak la cek....

Luckily i have send my baju n tudung n veil for my fren to do the finishing part which is sewing the beads on it...siap 1 hal...

I called the mak andam for make up and will meet her next week when i go back to my home town

My bestfren, Wan will lend me her dulang n alas for hantaran. I just need 5 of them.

What else? owhh.........i made a booking for the cake from Kak Nina weeks ago n mentioned to her on the decorations i wanted to have.

I browse few websites i know (ni time xdak keja menimbun) and i found a very interesting theme. EXOTIC NATURE....got some birds in nests, butterfly,flowers n fruits....so i'm going back next week n look for these items in the border...i hope i can get lilies too as i love lilies (cam bunga org mati plak..but i like lorr...)

Rings....i told him that i wanted 2 rings for the engagement, 1 for merisik n 1 for bertunang....unfortunately he said all must be YELLOW GOLD...no White Gold....but i ask for PLATINUM instead...hahahaha....jahatnyer akuuu.......xper la....YELLOW pun YELLOW la as long as both of us are happy...takkan la sorg nk senyum sorg nk muncung plak kan?

I always wanted a simple design of ring and this time for our engagement i want a plain ring to match with another ring which i hope it will be a diamond on it. Bila nk beli? Early of december perhaps...let me finish the hantaran thingy 1st. So where am i this saturday? Pasar Malam Jln TAR la kot....